Time have passed, nothing had changed, worse it got....frustrating I am.
It definitely feels good to be back to writing, it was the most suffocating period I have ever experiend while away from writing. I've been into lots of discussions and controversies, most of them were a no-point discussions, they were supposed to build up for something but the arrogant nature or instincts of an iraqi person just threw everything away.
Lots of controversies about the iraqis situation in Jordan, lots about security in Iraq, lots about Islam and Ramadan, the religion ones were the warmest.
Anyway, what I'm trying to say is that it was hard for me for not being able to experss myself freely, I had to ignore lots of subjects about religion mostly, because most of them had a dead-end, and no one would accept any ideas from the other. The shiite is holding to his own thoughts so does the sunni and there's no space for exchanging some constant concepts and ideas about the mother religion, anyway I was the most blamed one as usual because I don't agree with both sides and as usual I was called an atheist, but that doesn't matter much to me as much as I wish from the bottom of my heart, that one day one chance one moment, one of these two sides would just listen to the other, or just forget about their differences and just learn to listen!.